sophia daily blog

what a "red" day for the two of us

2005-09-11T23:32:00.000-07:00

hmmm today wore red shirt and a skin colour skirt out today... hmmm den when met dear who also wore the same colour shirt and pants with me... we went to jurong and eat at first but the coffee shop closed le... so sway lo... dear actually wanna bring me go eat one of the nice QQ food there de.. then in the end we just went to the nearby coffee shop and eat fishball noodles... that one also not bad... quite nice too... we sat for so long till we finish our meal le but there is jux nobody came to take our drink order... but nvm we saved our money anyway... haha... but luckily there there is a packet of drink in my bag so we jux took it out to drink after our meals while walking to the station to boon lay for a walk... haha and guess wat... here comes the funniest part for our day... when we reach jurong point hich is at boon lay, we saw alot of ppl wearing the same outfit jux lk us... we saw red everywhere... in front of us, behind of us, beside us, and almost everywhere... we almost jux wanted to change out our clothing le... we thought we could have the same clothing for once when going out but it seems other also knew that we will bw wearing this... wad a day for the two of us... haha... but we had fun anyway... alot of fun... taking pictures... bleah... well thats all for today le... nightx everybody...

untittled...

2005-07-25T22:42:00.000-07:00

wow looks lk i had not post anything up for so so long le... guess everybody misses it rite... pengz... well feel lk puttting something... well these few days is the saddest moment for me.... it is some problems in my relationship... but i dunnoe if i wanna write in my blog or keep it inside myself... hmmm well guess its quite personal ba... so shall not put it up... hmmm well enough of the sad things le... hmmm went to sentosa with my dear and his fren cos one of his fren's birthday... ya reached there abt at 10am plus ba... den went to the beach lo... put our stuffs down den we played volleyball... well so sway that there are competitions going on so we are unable to use the net there... so have to play at the sands there... but not bad we had lots of fun playing... hmmm especially the birthday boy, Alvin, he is the one talking a lot and things that he said is so funny lo... omg i laugh till my stomach pain lo... hmmm but its entertainment... we play awhile den rain le but we still continued to play cos we saw other people also play so we also continue to play also lo... hmmm but think they play till their hands all red except mine... haha... pity them leix... after awhile den we rested in the shelter den play cards there lo... after the rain stops for awhile den we went down to the water and play there... it is so much fun... the guys keep bullying each other... haha... so funny den i alone there laugh till siao.... haha after that we went up and continue with our volleyball also den tired and wanting to eat le... went to BK and have our lunch... hmmm actually after eating we intend to go for cycling de but the birthdae boy dun wan cos he experience a bad experience lo... haha... so we went back to out beach and play again... haha this time round in the water, they played the throwing of people into the water lo... haiz... me considered light is their target always... den dear keep throwing me in the water... bad hor he... haha... hmmm but nvm its fun anyway... ya den after that we play volleyball again lo... hee seems that we only have this two to do only... haha... but its ok la at least all of us have fun... hmmm den went to have our bath at abt 7 plus ba... den head for dinner and den went home lo... poor dear hurt his toe when he is playing soccer with his fren... hope his toe will get well soon... hmmm ya ba think that’s all... hee...

it has been the second day le...

2005-06-26T13:36:00.000-07:00

hmmm my days are lk this colour... so blue... hmmm it has been two days le... haven received his mail yet... while i already written four mails to him le... haiz... when is he going to reply me? well my days are getting dull le... without him by my side... not even his voice... haiz... tt time i got a camp although i cant see him but at least i got to hear his voice but this time is different le... cant even hear him... haiz... well i really hope at least a mail from him... haiz... even he cant get my mail he can also give me a mail wat rite... haiz... guess he is too tired or wat lo... dunnoe come and blog this for wat also... haiz... nth better to do also me... haiz... well ok den... shall end here as i really got nth to write also le... bye guys...

dear dear going malaysia soon le!!! sob sob~~

2005-06-24T16:11:00.000-07:00

hmmm now at dear's house writing my bloggie blog... haiz... since he bathing so i come in and write lo... well still got few hours together with him den he will be going to malaysia le... going to miss him for four days without seeing him... haiz... "torture" but got no choice also... haiz... hmmm hope he will have fun there and also look after himself... while i am in singapore working ba most of the time... haiz... luckily got work or else i will miss him more... so sad and last night cant even slp lo.. i only close my eyes and think of him is wat i did for the whole night till morning... haiz later going to my singing lesson while he travels to malaysia on his uncle's car ba... actually today got my dance de but in the end cancelled but no one informed me... or else i will have more time with dear le... haiz... anw its ok la.. dear going for his relative's wedding dinner ma... cant help it de... jux take it as a missing days from him to me and from me to him lo... sweet after all rite?? hahaz... k den... tts all for today's blog...

wow guess wat i went hiking today... 10.5 km i think...

2005-06-19T22:57:00.000-07:00

Hmm wemt hiking with my dear dear today... To the "tree top".. Anyone heard of that? If yes den u will know how nice izzit... Hmmm met dear at 8.30am de but in the end he late.. but nvm... haha... well den we started walking at ard 9.15am ba... ya a long way up to the tree top... its abt 5km up from the bottom lo... hmmm we had a nice time climbing and coming down and up again... we chat on the way up there too... well first time going on a nature place with my dear.. not bad too.. haha... well when we reached the tree top we rested for awhile den we cross the bridge lo tt will lead us to the other end... tts our target for tt hike to cross the bridge... it is a long bridge and there are alot of ppl crossing too... haha... well its shaky thanks to dear lo... think he is the one shaking part of the bridge... haha... after crossing to the other side of the bridge, we rested for awhile again to drink some water and den continue with our walking down of a long flight of stairs... wow it was very long indeed... until i couldn't see the steps properly at times... after the flight of stairs, we still have to go out to the main road to take our bus back to tao payoh... so we search and we spent longer going out as there was no sign on which way is the way out... but we finally got out also lo... hahaz... well after got up on the bus, we find it very cooling as we sweat alot at the hike... hmmm den me and dear parted at tao payoh so we can go home and bathe and come out again... it is noon time when i got home... hmmm so bath le and den rested and ate sth first den go out meet dear again... we went to parkway and dear decided to meet his fren first lo so we met him and ate sth while talking... we also went to play pool but it was damm small and it is very funny playing there... hmmm so we went off after two games... ya den we went to walk walk and think of if there is anymore place to go but think we went to all the places le ba in singapore... so in the end i decided to go home lo... ya guess this is my trip for today le ba... hee... dear going to start sch tml le.. guess there will be less outing le ba.. but nvm we can always have it when there is holiday de rite... hee... ya lo... hmmm tts all ba... nitez~~~

with him i am full of laughters...

2005-06-17T00:09:00.000-07:00

hmmm well today also went out with him... my dear dear... everytime we will wake up first den decide wat time to meet and so on... again i will say that "u wake up den u msg me k" cos i dun wan to wake him up... see i so good rite... well so went woke up at the same time indeed... haha... den i ate my breakfast cum lunch first den he meet me at my house downstair... so nice of him and everytime is he come and meet me de... so touched lo as he stay quite far from my place... hmmm den we went to orchard there to watch Mr and Mrs Smith.. well the show is nice... hee... so exciting and also has a happy ending ya... couples who fall in love with each other wont hurt each other no matter wat de... hee... den we went to esplanade there and sit by the sea and watch the sky and also talk lo... hee had a good night with him also... hmmm well here comes the funniest part.. well dear since u dun have a blog to keep all those funny things i shall help u to... hee... hmmm well the bus that we sat while going to yishun was so shaky.. lk going to break le... den we are lk so afraid that the seat will break... haha... laughing all the way when the seat shake... hee... den dun wan dear to not catch the last bus back to his home den we parted at yishun... luckily we parted there and dear got his bus str after leaving me... so luckily... well tt all for tonight... hee... more fun and laughter to come in our life... muackz...

hee a wonderful day again...

2005-06-14T07:00:00.000-07:00

hmmm noe wat?? haiz think i will blog when there is sth special going on with my outings.. hahaz sld noe is with who le lo... hmmm well went to ariport today.. special huh.. hmmm after my work today met my dear at my work place there den decide to jux board on any buses first de den see where the bus will bring us to... den we decided to board 969 to go to airport... den we went there and eat lo... hee wow soo full... hee my days with my dear will be full of everything de.. hmmm den we went to see the planes lo... at the view centre of the aeroplanes... hee.. so fun watching the planes and also making fun of the things that are in the sky... hahaz... den we talk alot of craps... hmmm days with him are jux so nice and fun to be with... den we intend to go to the T2 to watch the bigger plane there but in the end the place is under renovation... so we went to T1 back lo... *sad* but also fun as i am with him.. hmmm den send me back home lo... we slpet together on the way home listening to songs... hmmm happy moments will end no matter wat de... but there will be more to come the next day.. hee... hmmm tml going out with my frenz... hmmm long time didnt meet out le... but too bad my dearest ah ma cant make it as she need to do sth... haiz... sad but nvmnext week wed she will be able to meet us le...hahaz... looking forward to tml and also next week... well tts all... good night everyone and sleep tight k... muackz~~

a day at sentosa with dear dear...

2005-06-06T01:47:00.000-07:00

hmmm today went to sentosa with my dear dear... wow its sooo much fun today that i had with him leix... hmmm dear tried to take alot of pictures of us together but too bad got deleted by me cos i find it not nice... haha sorry dear... hmmm well its tired but we really had alot of fun burrying legs under the sand and also kicking shoe and i taking it not returning to dear dear... haha somemore i got trick by him... cos he say he cant walk bare footed den i faster return him the shoe but in the end he ran away with his shoes... naughty him... hmmm den we eat dinner outside and i ordered the food cos i wan to order something special... *u should noe dear* hahaz... we really had a wonderful day together... dear thank u soo much...

dunnoe y i am getting more and more tired each day at sch...

2005-05-13T09:01:00.000-07:00

well now in sch writing my blog cos at home no time to write it ma.. haha hmmm well my classmates doing their understanding test now but i finish le lo so i can do my stuffs.. haha.. well sooo tired man.. feel lk slping 2 days straight but i cant.. think there is alot of things to do leiz.. lk cannot finish lk tt lo... not schooling means i will be working.. when den i will have the time to actually rest myself leix... hate my life man.. but luckily there is a guy who will be by my side and i wont feel tired being with him de.. hee... hmmm well i done two module de understandinfg test le.. still left with three.. haha.. hmmm going to holiday le i so happy... think u guys are going to start sch rite.. haha.. hmmm so many programme coming for me and things for me to settle.. for e.g. my sec guides campfire stuffs, north division day for my guides de.. still got my unit helper camp.. wow so many things sia.. think i going to fall sck another time le la.. haiz... luckily i got free medication and counsulation from my clinic doctor.. haha.. envy rite... hmmm well ok gtg... morning btw...take care guys...

aiyoyo so long didnt write my blog le...

2005-05-05T06:45:00.000-07:00

Well it has been such a long time since the last time i blog.. Hee well think u guys will know why ba.. sooooo busy lo.. got no time to blog also... cos everyday end sch sooo late lo den by the time i reach home will be lk 6 le.. so lazy to blog also... hee.. well got a new bf le.. hmm sorry to those i didnt tell but know first le.. hee i think there is no need to tell ma cos u all also dunnoe him so i keep it first lo... haha.. sorry... well things are going well between me and him so dun worry guys... hee... he treats me very good also feed me till fat le ba i think cos everytime we will eat good food and tasty also lo.. hee... but well i will try to control myself also not to eat so much lo.. haha... wan slim ma... hee got no breakfast to eat so i write my blog lo since there is still time before i head to sch.. haha.. later go sch still need to buy things and eat cos i hungry le.. haha.. bleah... ok den gtg le... take care.. byebye...

I think its not too bad either...

2005-04-29T21:24:00.000-07:00

Well after another week of schooling in RP i think overall i starting to get used to it le.. As i learnt to be more confident about myself and also trying now still not to be so scare about com.. hee... well think awhile more i maybe a com expert leix.. haha.. lame.. hmmm well got some of my grades and some facilitator also say that i have a good attitute and can work much more better then i will get my A le.. hee noe trying lo.. got some B also.. well not too bad le la.. haha.. for me lo.. cos i think its not easy also.. somemore thing also have those we really dunnoe de lo.. lk bio and working thing.. in office and stuff.. hee... but i really learn alot in RP lo.. didnt really lk regret totally now le.. but i wan to complain one thing is the classroom is damm far and have to climb lk siao.. den reach classroom sweat lk hell even morning bathed le... hee... but exercise lo.. somemore the laptop so heavy.. hee... ate pizza for my lunch in class... our class ordered together.. den the whole room was lk filled with the pizza smell till the facilitator come in den also feel lk eating.. hahax.. hmm well ok la RP, not that bad lo... hey guys guess what.. i going to take up cca called adventure club den i wanna join the rock climbing and tha diving de section.. hee.. cool rite.. haha.. so excited about it.. hee.. got to see all the clear water and also the nice scenery in the water.. haha.. i think i going to sign up tt as my cca in poly.. hee... as i lk outdoor stuffs.. well ok den.. lights out le..feeling tired and sick now le.. having ful so slp early.. byebye...

sooooo sad!!!!!! result for three modules de daily grades are out...

2005-04-22T22:57:00.000-07:00

haiz... am i suitable for a poly?? i wanna ask myself this.. haiz... i feel soo terrible stress in my poly now le.. its only jux like 5 days of sch and i am already going to be mad le la... everyday has presentation and also we are lk muz find everything ourselves and have to lk ans all the fucking ppl asking lots of question to us.. cant they juz shut their bloody mouth and listen first to the presentation? haiz.. sorry say all the not very nice word le.. but i really very very not happy now le... haiz... den all the research we have to find ourselves den ask the teacher they will jux lk ask and ask till u got nth to ans them.. haiz.. this is wat my teacher do today.. haiz.. think she got abit of pian xin la.. haiz... i dunnoe wat to say now le.. for daily grade de three days de come out le and it sux.. haiz... got only 1 B and 2 C lo.. haiz... think i will not pass my yr one le la... i need ppl to teach also... haiz... sob sob sob.... think i really will get mad lo... haiz...

second day in republic poly...

2005-04-19T20:56:00.000-07:00

well today is my second day in my republic poly le.. well so far so good lo... everything is going on just nice for me.. is only not very used to the system there lo.. well jux to let u guy noe wat we in RP do k... hee.. and also to let me myself keep a record also.. haha... well we start lesson at 8.30am den our "teacher: which we called as facilitator in RP cos they only will facilitate us and not teach... they are only there to guide us along if only we encounter any prob... we in a team of five have to do everything on our own most of the time... ya very different from other poly i believe... well den the facilitator will give us a prob for the day which is related to the modules tt we are taking for that day lo.. lk for communication is my module for today lo... so he will lk link to a prob den we have to solve the prob by lk communication lo.. the prob he will give is lk for my grp is we have to lk come up with a product and also present the instruction in a power point form... for mine is that we have to come up with a product which adult also can use lo... but a four year old kid also will be able to make the product by reading our instruction on how to do... ya.. so its lk related to communication rite.. cos our grp have to lk communicate within ourself den come up with the thing lo... ya hope u guys understand... if u guys dun den muz tell me k... hee... well... this is wat i have to learn: "to be able to send across a msg in words and also by communication lo... hee... we have to come up with our FMT which is call "first meeting template" where we will write down wat we noe, dunnoe and wat we need to know lo... this is wat we need to do by the first break which is an hour.. and we can also grab sth to eat and also do the FMT lo... den when one hour ended den the facilitator will listen to our FMT lo.. see if we are on the right track and also to let us ask question lo... den we will den start discussing on our product thing lo.. and come up with the presentation lo.. that is our second breakout le lo.. den at 2pm after the breakouts we have to present our presentation le lo.. the facilitator will den grade us lo... will sffect our grade for the passing for year one de leiz... so muz be serious everyday lo... lk everyday is our exam for different module... hee... but fun also... haha...

well now is the sad thing i wanna say le.. haiz.. kailing withdraw from RP today le.. haiz... i went with her to withdraw somemore.. haiz.. i very sad lo... less one very close fren le... hope she will be able to adapt to TP kinda life... she also very sad to leave as she tell me tt she did already made a grp of fren on the first day and very close to them also.. also she dun bear to leave them also me la.. *haha* well think tt true too rite kailing... haiz.. dun worry u will be able to get used there de la even if u dun in the first place... in RP u also lk tt wat on the orientation and so on... but now u also lk dun bear to leave RP rite.. ya so dun worry k...

yesterday was a terrible day for me sia!!!

2005-04-14T13:53:00.000-07:00

haiz... dunnoe why... actually yesterday should be a fun day for me de cos i got singing lesson... but while i am going to singing lesson, someone msg me, den my mood suddenly changed le... haiz... den all the way my singing lesson sux sia... he is the person tt i wanna forget the most cos it mskes me sad... haiz but he msg me and for the last conversation i tell him not to msg me anymore cos it will make me sad den after tt he didnt reply le... think so tt the end of the frenship between me and him le ba... haiz... till now i still very sad... haiz... actually i was abt to forget him le but why muz he msg me leiz... haiz... he noes wat i thinking maybe but............. maybe act as he dun cos he wans to be frens with me now le ba... but thats not wat i wan.. even we are frens its lk also nth much to say so how to contact him leiz... haiz.. watever lo... dun talk abt this le la... well yesterday night after taking the bird nest cooked by my mum i got a very very tight chest... lk going to die le lo.. cant get my breathe lo... den faster go take med den rest for awhile den abt an hour plus ok le so went to slp lo... wow its lk a torture to me last night lo... this morning still got abit tight but much better than last night le... later going to work... actually i working in the morning de but cos i still not well at 8am so i change with my aunt and working at 3pm later... haiz... later going to let my doc check again ba... hee.. ya den tts all for this morning le... take care guys... muacks...

going for my poly orientation le!!!

2005-04-11T20:45:00.000-07:00

well tml and wed going for my poly orientation le.. haha.. well excited and also happy cos my sch going to start le... but too bad is not the sch i wan.. but well no choice also... tml also going to get my laptop... hee... hope the two days of orientation will be very fun and hope to noe new frens... hee... ya tats all for today's blog... well... have to slp early tonight le.. cos tml muz reached by 8.30am... hee... bye...

summary for yesterday and today!!!

2005-04-09T16:24:00.000-07:00

well yesterday is a long day for me... well went to facial ytd cos my mum say abit dirty got alot of small things so went to my aunt there lo and let them wash cos i going to pasir ris also for my guides enrolment ceremony lo.. but i wen there lk late le... so lk didnt catch the ceremony but seeing them playing lo.. den i jux lk accompany them for the bbq thing... den went to the beach there and sit till the night falls.. well it cooling and nice to be by the beach... maybe find one day i go there myself to relax.. hee... den have to send the gals back and make sure they are safe.. well its a nice day ytd as they had alot of fun.... cos i fun wat.. hee... well... ... ... ... ... hmmm den today later going to campfire again le... another fun day le.. hee... but lk i very tired cos ytd went back late and jux noe worked in the morning so lk later going to be late home den tml also working morning... haiz... sure tired de lo... but no choice... hee... ya den ok den... pens down le... take care guys...

blogging time for me le...

2005-04-07T23:56:00.000-07:00

well sooo long didnt come blogging le.. hee... too busy with my work and also the poly thing.. cos need to go down and pay money and at the same time give my paticulars to them.. hee.. well today went to buy the laptop with kailing and my mum also cos need her to sign the credit card.. haiz.... i spent alot on the poly thing now so i have to earn alot so tt i can cover the expenses.. haiz... why muz poly need to pay so much leiz.. haiz... hope the poly is govt de den no need to pay so much but too bad lo... well jux got home from work... well tired... but tml still need to go for my guide thing... they having enrolment ceremony lo den they ask me to stay for the bbq cos if there is no me they muz go home cos it will be dangerous for them.. hee well instructed by the teacher if i didnt go den they cant bbq so i very good stay with them lo.. but no one accompany cos the other unit helper cant come so me this unit helper muz go lo... alone again... how i wish.................. but no le.. he is gone le......... well i have to walk on rite... ya... so hope my gals have fun tml... well anderson guild guides rulex....

feel lk not studying le!!!

2005-04-02T23:59:00.000-08:00

haiz~~~ it sooo ex going to poly and i really cannot lk afford to give so much in one go lo..
need to lk pay for the laptop and also the fee for the first semester very soon before 5th of april lo.. haiz... den my the sickening poly is lk so cunning de lo... lk cheating students money lk tt.... they told me tat they will only refund us the money within 5 day of our payment if we wan to withdraw and they will lk only refund us 70% of the first semester fee lo... but if after 5 days of the payment den they will not return me all the money tt i paid lo.. den i felt very cheated lo... haiz... den its lk i will only get my appeal result at the end of april den i ask them how? but they jux lk reply "too bad lo".... this type of sch also have ar? i dun think it desearve to be called a sch lo... haiz den my whole family now its lk talking abt money here and there and i really cant stand it le lo.. i told them i dun wan to go poly le but they say mux study den they keep saying no money no money den i really dunnoe wat to do lo... haiz~~~ so much to pay... its so ex and i think my parents really cannot afford lo.... haiz..... feel lk dying now le... lk tt they wont scare no money cos less burden.... haiz~~~~~

soooooooo tired man!!!

2005-03-28T21:27:00.000-08:00

wow today woke up damm early for work... cos there is one gal coming for training without pay.. hee.. coming jux for attadhment.. haiz den she is from the other of my boss de company den muz go earlier cos scare tt she will complain to tat boss.. hee... so xian shi rite.. well den somemore for the pass few days didnt get to slp early den today got no energy lo.. hee.. but got to go back early cos my aunt took over me.. hee.. sooooo good of her rite.. hee my godmother wat... haha... well den get to slp jux now but for only a short while.. cos mummy woke menup to acc her and my maid to buy some stuffs before she go back lo.. sooooo sad she going back le.. but she actually worked in spore for quite a long time le.. hee but she is a nice maid... hee lk her alot... haha... well thought of buying for her sth lei... but got no idea wat to buy... she also willing to train the new maid before she go back.. good rite.. seldom see this type of thing happening de me.. haha.. well den jux got back home lo.... well ok den.... nitex...

no tittle...

2005-03-25T20:25:00.000-08:00

well today no work and stayed at home for the whole day.. hee.. nice day to rest as i intended to slp for the whole day de but in the end my mum ask me wake up and cook for her lo.. hee.. well anyway long time didnt touch the kitchen things le as i nowsaday working lo.. hee.... well cooked western kind of food lo... soup den nuggets den hotdogs, etc... well only eat abit cos dun dare to eat much cos very oily.. hee... haiz... someone wans my ans by the first of april.. wonder wat ans i will give also... a very good person but i really wanna noe better so i will not bring sadness to each other.... i learnt my lesson le.. well ya... haiz... well i dunnoe why also.. wat should i do??? haiz... hope i will make the right choice den... the dat will reach very quickly lei... wished i asked more days... lk, but i wan to noe more lei... ya... hope i will come out with an ans.... sign off den...

wow its blogging time!!!

2005-03-24T23:59:00.000-08:00

well so longggggg didnt go blog le.. cos these few days lazy to blog den also nth much lo.. but cant dun blog also.. hee well today i slept at 6.30am lei.. den woke up at 9 am lo go practice singing with kailing lo... hee again at music clinic lo.. haha poor kailing got dragged there by me... but i doing for her good de la of course... hee.. rite kailing??? ya u did well today.. that sld be the way k... u can do it de.. hee.. hmmm den went to appeal at TP lo.. BIOTECHNOLOGY!!! hope i can get in to that course lo.. hee.. ya den head to eat mos at cwp den went to work lo.. hee late for work lo.. but dun care la... hee ya den till now den reach home lo.. hee... know one new fren lo.. hee these few day de thing.. well he added me in friendster lo.. den hee exchange contact lo.. den got to noe each other more den actually he is one is my school whom i know de cousin... so "qiao" rite??? haha well a nice guy indeed... ya nice to noe him anyway.. ya tts all den... nitex!!!

CaMpFiRe RuLeZ!!!

2005-03-19T23:30:00.000-08:00

well went to campfire today... oh man long time didnt went to campfire le.. looks lk i am old le.. hee.. but not also.. hee.. today de campfire very fun cos my guides very enthu.. but too bad didnt get wat we wan..."best supporting" but its okay...cos we actually had alot of fun there tonight.. hee.. well i looking after their things so i didnt lk enjoy much but i see they are enjoying i very happy le.. hee.. oh man i muz say that their gateway is very big and nice too... by the way the school tt invite us is cat high... but i really hope that we guides can also build big structure lei.. but we are too small a group le.. and also dun have the resources.. so we cant.. but hope one day we can... well cat high well done for the campfire.. 3 cheers for them... hmm look lk my sch will be having campfire le in around june ba.. and i am the one who is in charge... haiz... stress man... hope i can cope with it... hee.. well tats all for tonight ba... nitex...

outing day...

2005-03-18T23:51:00.000-08:00

well today went to practice singing with kailing at our very music clinic.. hee.. she is soooo blur lo.. didnt know where she haeding lo.. she is suppose to chase the train going towards the jurong de but she thought she going to marina bay.. so she walked slowly... and i had to come out of the train to wait for her... hee blur la u kailing!!! haha!!! den of course we reach the place late lo.. well we went there sing for not very long den there is class starting le... so sad.. so we have to go out and decide if we wan to sit in the class and listen or go back lo.. de the teacher we noe de so he ask the two of us in to listen lo.. so we went in to listen.. den i really learn alot from wat the teacher teach.. hee he is really very good in singing and teaching and correct the students.. hee.. i really learn alot from the sit in class.. den went to work at 6pm lo.. hee.. den jux den reached home lo.. hee well tts all for my day today... nitex....

my story time again le

2005-03-18T00:11:00.000-08:00

hmmm till now den write my long long blog... cos very busy and tired after my camp... hee.. so today den start writing my blog... well my camp was a very fun and exciting one.. really... i loved camping very much... and i come home with happiness cos i was really away from the city and i like the surrounding at my campsite... well i camped at a place called "camp chirstine" it is a girl guides campsite.. its near the MOE campsite.. ya.. well the three days really passed very fast indeed.. hmmm first day was the loading of stuffs as usual den pitching their tents and their gadgets... hee as for me i was there to help them out as i do not need to pitch my tent cos i will be sleeping in the hall.. hee so good to be a senior.. haha.. ya den we had packed lunch as we have no time to prepare our food on our own for the lunch... but for the rest of the meals we will cooked ourselves... see so independent rite girl guides... hee... hmmm den after lunch they continue their stuff and start their leadership games... well and also those stress management thingy... so when they become seniors they will be able to cope their studies and also cca well.. hmmm den blah blah...... the second day arrived very fast.. early in the morning will be PT.. they did alot on the second day... as i woke up later than them i didnt join them in the training.. hee.. den was our breakfast le.. hee i helped them with their breakfast and chopping of the woods.. strong rite??? hee.. ya den the continue their training le.. hee.. the fun part was the night walk on the first day and night games on the second day... hee start from the night walk..... we walk in threes for a distance den they will be having solo walk back to the campsite.. my fren and i were to hide in somewhere and look after them and ask for their code to make sure everyone walked past us... ya so funny some will juz ignore cos they were scared.. there are alot of dogs there and so they were also scared to walk alone... after everyone reached the campsite back there are alot of things to laugh about cos there was one of the gal walked pass the campsite but continue walking den the person at the camp site ask her to turn back but she didnt.. den the person had to say alot of times den she return back... she is very blur as there was a very big logo of the name of the campsite and she actually didnt see it... hahaha... den the night games now... well the night games was specially organised by the senior only... hee the junior didnt know it at all... it was a surprised to them... the night game was a scary one cos the seniors will be acting victims and is abt murder scene.. den they have to find out who is the murderer... well i was one of the victim... den when they came to my venue of death, they have to take the clue from my hand then i will scare them... well alot of ppl scream at my venue... hahahaha i was very scary as we also did make up... my face was white de... den i will suddenly grab their legs when they passed by me... hee... so fun la me... but one of the group scare until they pour water on me lo... so angry la... aiyo... but very funny lo... i was shocked when i am wet but i couldnt do anything cos i cant talk... hmmm wellthe nite game also was a successful one as they also had lots of fun... den we cleared the stuffs and had our supper den bath den slp le... the tired passed very quickly... cos they packed their things up and get ready to home sweet home... well on the 3rd day at 2am we senior astually waked everybody up to actually do their punishment for their wrongs.. hee so evil rite??? hee.... but this is training wat rite... haha... well but they did waked up and do their punishment lo... hee den get back to slp again... hee... well my this camp was a very good one and looking forward to next year training camp...

finally can meet up...

2005-03-17T00:21:00.000-08:00

well on th 17 march get to meet up with my three best frens... hee.. finally as some of us study and work we hardly get to see each other tt often.. well went to watch movie... ghost movie... hee so funny.. the guys sitting behind us keep making noise den act scared.. but actually they are not lo.. hee.. the whole cinema laughed cos of them... haha.. well my ah ma keep holding to my hand cos she is very scare.. hee.. den went to take neo print with them.. hee... so long didnt see them den we chat alot lo.. laughing all the way... so good to see them again.. hee.. i love my frens... haha... well den went to work lo.. so tiring lo... cos didnt get enough slp lo.. ya den tts all le lo...

gOiNg To CaMp Le!!! YeAh!!!

2005-03-12T16:47:00.000-08:00

well monday going to my girl guides training camp le... heee now that my position is much higher le and i am my sec school unit helper so i going to the camp with them also... hee... so happy and looking forward to that day... hmmm well that means three days u guys will not be seeing me online le... sad rite... hee well but my next bolg when i come back will be alot of story to tell de.. i promise so dun missed it k... hee well today write blog early cos later working le... den at night i wanna slp early to pack my camp kit list tml morning cos working in the afternoon till 11pm.. sad rite den monday still need to wake uo damm early le... haiz.... but sure the camp will be fun de... well tats all for today le... take care my frens... muackz!!! see ya guys!!! bye...

singing day...

2005-03-12T00:19:00.000-08:00

hee today went singing practice with kailing.. hee went to eat the chicken rice near my school.. hee quite nice... den head to our school lo.. hee... went in to the bigger room cos kailing dun wan them to hear us sing.. so the bigger room is further... hee den we dunnoe how to adjust the thing there so i anyhow press.. but luckily nth goes wrong... but the teacher helped us to do den ok le.. hee.. well we sing till very wat.. tat kailing still say she dun sing well.. wat the lo... she sing better than me... sooooo envy... hee.. hope i can correct to the correct way den ok le.. hee.. trying le.. but still cant... but i will practice very hard for it de.. hee... way to go!!! hee den i went to kailing house after that to watch her long wanted to buy de vcd lo.. hee quite nice also.. hee.. wanna borrow from her when she finished watching ba... hee.. den went back home at 8.15pm lo.. hee... tts all for today le... nitex my fren... sweet dreams...

sorry... yvonne we put u in a difficult position...

2005-03-10T23:59:00.000-08:00

hmmm well today went out with kailing to do her things den eat long john... looks lk everytime go out with her is eat long john de... hee cos we two broke le so that is the cheapest we can find le... hee.. well den after tt walk walk le meet yvonne at dhoby ghuat den go bishan... hee... talk talk lo... haiz... feel very funny when meeting cos i noe she meeting arthur on the same day when reading arthur blog... den actually waiting for her to say sth tt me and kailing actually wanna hear but in the end she didnt... so forget abt it.. we actually if we noe u meeting arthur and us on the same day and u are in a very difficult suituation den u should not meet us le... but whatever it is everything is over hope didnt make u too difficult in both side k...hee well hope this type of things will end fast cos i really dun wish this pri sch frens are lk one batch here and there.... i really wish we are as a group again... really... haiz... tml going music clinic again with kailing to practice singing... hee... but she lo so scare.... hee alwayz say her singing not good.. hee.. so i will drag her to singing de.. haha kailing is gonna be forced by me to sing le... well sorry yvonne for today thing.. make u so like very difficult at both side... but relly if u find that meeting on both side is a very difficult thing for u jux let us noe k... we will understand de... we are frens wat rite? "to arthur (if you happen to read this) , hope that we can still say hi when we happen to bump into each other. i won't contact you until you contact me first. just hope to be friend. that'a all. " ya so thats all for today le... muz get to slp... nitex everyone...

FuN dAy InDeEd...

2005-03-09T23:50:00.000-08:00

well after work head back home den went to 883 with my mum to buy her 4D lo... hee den went hime see one vcd den bath le to prepare for singing lesson... hee i really look forward to my singing everytime de... cos at there i will have alot of fun with my frens there cos they are lk so crazy de.. we will all laugh at everything we said... and today is the same thing again... hee... the teacher ask us to say the word:''hey you''... but not by shouting but by diaphragm... den i keep laughing... and the other fren called fionn... the two of us jux cant stop laughing... hahaha... ya now think of it i still find it very funny... hee... ya and today ended with an exchange of contact number and we decided to go practice singing in the afternoon when we are free... hee... so nice to noe them... heee... tats all... VS31 rulez...

wow another day has ended le...

2005-03-08T23:36:00.000-08:00

wow today ended jux so fast.. hee.. woke up the latest today le.. cant believe tat i slept till so late also.. 3.30pm lei... hee lk a pig loooo.... den eat my lunch and watching vcd at the same time den went to bath den to work at 6pm... hee... didnt eat dinner until 9pm.. hee so late rite??? well i lost weight le... so happy.... today jux weigh at the clinic... hee way to go... my aim is still somemore lesser... hee my dream weight is 40kg... hee... well tats all for today le... nye need to slp or else tml no energy for work and my class le... bye.....

soooooo tired mannnn!!~~~

2005-03-07T21:50:00.000-08:00

haiz today woke up so early cos i helped my ay=unt to work.. 11 hours today and yesterday worked for 9 hours lei... total i worked for 20 hours without enough sleep sia... yawn but luckily tml working in the evening so i will get alot of sleep le.. hee... so happy that i will be going out on thurs with my two good fren in pri sch.. yvonne and kailing.. hmmm long time didnt see yvonne le.. missed her very much.. so happy finally can go out le... so happy... ya we going out one thing is to share pur problems cos me and kailing got alot to share with yvonne... hee and also to catch up with our friendship lo... hee.. yawn so tired shall end here den.. nitex!!!

working day...

2005-03-06T23:48:00.000-08:00

hee today wake up quite early.. see two of my vcd den sleep fpr half an hiur den prepare to go work.. soooo tired man.. but also good cos i wont think so much den.. hee..... ya hope he is alright now and i think he is having alot of fun with his fren ba.. well tts good... ya work till 11pm den reach home.. ya so writing my blog now le.. hee btw there is nth happened today cos i spend my day working only.. hee.. sianz tml working early in the morning at 8am to 7pm.. sure very tired de... hope i can ta han... well tts all for today.. take care my frens...

There'll be alwayz happiness after a rain :o)

2005-03-05T23:40:00.000-08:00

ya thehappiness is that i am free now le.. i can be my carefree myself and no need to think so much abt realtionship and so on le.. so my frens dun worry abt me k.. i will be strong.. thanks bao long kor for the phrase u gave me.. it makes me stronger.. "if u wan the rainbow , u have to put up wif the rain"... thanks alot.. hee ya i will need to learn from everything tat i suffered so i wont go on to the same traCK AGAIN LE.. HEE I WAN BIG FISH SO THIS SMALL RELATIONSHIP WILL NOT AFFECT ME VERY MUCH...after a cry or so i will be fine again le.. ya.. hope he is happy now too like me and i think he is now le... haiz... okok i should amie more.. now waiting for where they will put me to... so stress abt this... cos my result not good lo... haiz... but well everything is fated so i will jux have to wait lo... hee... ya hope everything will pass quickly... i wanna go study le... i so happy abt this so that i will not think so much at home or at work... ya.. take care my fren and really thanks for all the concern tt u guys given me.. luv u guys very much...

eVeRyThInG hAs EnDeD... sOb... =<

2005-03-05T14:38:00.000-08:00

feeling so blue now.. haiz.. yesterday.. nope should be today at 2am my ex dear ask for a break up le.. all i have to blame is myself cos i said sth wrong actually to let him have the mind set of breaking up with me... but i am only saying wat i feel abt it wat... is that wrong? i thought in a relationship both parties have to share their problem together and solve it together? maybe i didnt lo... haiz... everything has changed in his side.. maybe he really wanna forget me lo.. but i will like to keep it as a sweet memories.. this blogskin also he help me made de.. thanks alot.. at least u left me with sth i like... haiz... hope i will be able to recover fast and be myself back before the poly starts... so scare i cant go to the course tat i wan to go... well... life has to go on so i will try my very best to recover from this thing... i am STRONG rite?... ya i think so.... thanks to henry kor also who accompany when i was sad.... i didnt cry out tats why i find it very fan in my heart and thus unable to sleep till 7.30am... ya there will be a nice weather after a stormy day ritee? hope so ba.. ya tats all...... =<

its time to come and write my blog le

2005-03-03T22:00:00.000-08:00

hee finally dear finished his poly stuff le.. hmmm ya but had to go clear his thing first le.. well dear u read my blog le hop u will tell me your thing k.. hee but if u find there is no need den nvm lo.. but i really wanna know u more tats y i will like tt say.. hee dear i noe wats the meaning of giving u the heart le.. well u noe y i wanna take your name de and u to take my name? its because to have my heart with u and yours with me.. hee mushy? sorry but this is to let u know tt its not a bad sign k.. hee there is alwayz a special reason from me de.. hee.. these few day the weather not very good so frens muz take good care of urself k.. dun fall sick le.. take care everyone..

wat i wanna say out...

2005-03-03T16:57:00.000-08:00

well these two days trying very hard to go apply my poly thingy but the website really lack alot.. but this morning 4am den managed to apply in and reach home at abt 7.30am den fell asleep till afternoon.. dear i wanna tell u sth but hope u wont angry when u see this k.. i really hope dear will try to tell me everything.. and keep me update on his stuff.. i know these few days very busy so i also didnt keep msg him but really hope tt he will get back after settleing his poly stuff.. ya tts all abt this afternoon le... tonight see got time den write in again ba... haiz~~~

after getting result de day

2005-03-01T21:56:00.000-08:00

today is the second day after getting the result le.. haiz.. result not very good cos i failed my english.. and ny agg not very good so the courses tat i choosing will be abit risky le.. cos i may not be able to get in to the course i wan even though my grade can get in the course.. cried yesterday for around an hour.. den my form teacher came to talk to me and say mine although not very good but still not as bad... so i calmed down abit and he gives me advice abt the course i wan to take lo.. hmmm now roughly noe which courses i going to take le.. tml going to my cousin house to apply for the course and den print the slip out lo.. haiz hopefully i can go to the course i wan to get in.. dear birthday tml le.. hope his birhtday wish will come true and stay happy alwayz.. happy birhtday dear.. ya all the best to all my frens out there too hoping they will get to the course tat they wan to get in...

stress day today laaaaaa!!!!!!

2005-02-28T00:21:00.000-08:00

so early need to wake up today to bring my sis ti tuition.. dunnoe why i today feel funny... haiz cried jux now also.. maybe cos of getting result le abit siao le... online at abt 8 plus but no one in till 10 plus den i stare at the com dunnoe for wat also.. den saw diana inside den chat with her... cos dear chatting with his fren so dun wanna disturb him lo.. now i offline le... think i made dear angry le cos of wat i said... haiz hop he will cool down and forgive me... haiz.. sob sob.. dunnoe wat to write now le.. crying now... sorry dear.. let me cure e hurt tt i had made k.. really very sorry to make u so hurt... i love u.. really.. dun leave me can? pls!!!!!! when u see this blog msg me if u forgive me anot k... sorry once again......

moodless day indeed

2005-02-27T23:51:00.000-08:00

well today starts with a stomach pain... haiz.. so didnt go to work lo.. slept the whloe afternoon den online and chat with my fren... didnt see dear online till very late cos he doing his stuff.. sianz muz bring my sis to tuition earli in e morning e next day... well result going to come out le so scary.. hope i will score well.. hmmm nothing much already... pens down and get ready to sleep le.. bye...

not a nice day indeed

2005-02-26T01:25:00.000-08:00

hmmm today afternoon den get to e net.. so sian den last night still sleep at 3am talking with kailing... heez... talk singing stuff and complaining abt my net thing.. set up all my msn and friendster.. well quite fun.. went dinner out at 883.. come home and start nettin again.. chatted with my frens and doing e upload of photo.. damm slow lei.. den dear playing not online so didnt get to chat with him.. so sad.. hope he will be online the next day.. going get o level result le very nervous.. dunnoe wat will i get.. hope everybody get the agg that they wan.. good luck fren.. ok end of today.. yawn...